letme_fall

letme_fall @ 2004-11-23T20:57:00

2004-11-24T01:57:21Z

I just killed off this journal.

I swear I dont work ALL the time. ok, thats a lie.

2004-11-20T02:48:08Z

work has been stressful lately, but I'm getting through it. I dont have to be back there until 3pm monday. Thats such a great feeling.

tonight shannons having a party, and I'm actually invited. I think jesse is gonna be here too. I called her, she had to call me back though.

tomorrow I may or may not be going to DE to get cigarettes, after that I'm going to bobs for a vacation from life. Hes gonna pick me up whenever he wakes up and gets ready, and I'm gonna stay there until I have to go to work on monday.

things with me and bob have been great. I cant remember the last time I was this happy. Times I thought I was happy dont compare to this.

I finally got some new clothes. WOOO

I have blonde highlights on tuesday. I should be back to my blonde soon. I also cut my hair short again. I really like it.

thats it for now.

my birthda

2004-11-14T07:45:06Z

on thursday bob was taking me out to dinner. we get there and jesse, chris and my brother were waiting. shannon showed up later. I was really suprised. It was awesome.

After that me jesse and bob all came back here and just hung out.

yesterday was crap at first. I had to work 8-5. I ended up leaving at 4. I couldnt take it anymore.
I tried to take a nap, but never got around to it. Bob came over and gave me friends season 3, the season finale, tony hawk 3, and told me I can keep his tony hawk 2. I'm never gonna stop playing playstation now! haha. After that we went to medport to meet up with nick. We went back to nicks to play some nightmare. Nicks annoying brother won. After that nick told me what my present was. He built me a computer! After that bob and I went back to his house.

we spent all of today getting the computer set up, and running around to get the router and whatnot. Hes the best for running me everywhere.

This was one of the best birthdays ever. I love you guys!

letme_fall @ 2004-11-09T19:09:00

2004-11-10T00:17:59Z

I hung out with matt sunday night. It was awesome to see him again. We need to start hanging out again.

me and bob have been spending a lot of time together recently. I'm happy about that.

my birthday is on friday. I'm not really that excited. Bobs taking me out to dinner on Thursday. THAT I'm excited about, but thats about it. Oh well, its just another day. I havent had a good bday in years, so not being miserable will be a huge imporvement.

I love this song.

"Who's To Say"

Stand up straight
Do your trick
Turn on the stars
Jupiter shines so bright
When you're around to tell us slow down,
We're too young you need to grow
The speed's the key
And they don't know who we are

And who's to say that we're not good enough?
And who's to say that this is not our love?

Mother don't tell me friends are the ones that I lose
'Cause they'd bleed before you
And sometimes family are the ones you'd choose
It's too late now
I hold on to this life I found

And who's to say we won't burn it out?
And who's to say we wont sink in doubt?
Who's to say that we wont fade today?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know

And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend but I just feel it when we're together
And if you don't believe me, you never really knew us
You never really knew

You and I, packin' up my room, we feel alright
But we're not well consumed
We'll be drivin', 'cause they don't know who we are
Who's to say we won't stay together?
Who's to say we aren't getting stronger?
Who's to say I can't live without you?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know

And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend, but I just feel it when we're together
Who is to say?
And who is to say?
And who are they anyway?

Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you're around

its been a while so I'll do this the simple way

2004-10-27T23:10:43Z

+my job
+my awesome boyfriend
+henry
+halloween being this weekend
+vanessa carlton being this weekend
+old friends finding me on myspace

-working 51 hours
-being so damn tired
-my hair not being blond yet
-my room is a mess already

letme_fall @ 2004-10-16T02:07:00

2004-10-16T06:12:53Z

so I finally got my halloween costume. I really like it. Its a pink and black fairy costume. wooo!

looks like I might miss death cab again. I forgot to put money aside for it, and I need to get tickets to that and vanessa carlton. It really fucking sucks, but I only have enough for one, so I'm gonna have to miss death cab again. I give up, I'm never gonna see them.

I've been in a wierd mood lately. I knew october was gonna be hard. I just didnt think it was gonna be this hard.

scrabble time with bob.

goodbye red hair

2004-10-09T17:26:34Z

I'm a brunette for now.

its been in my head all night

2004-10-02T08:50:30Z

"Pretty Baby"

You light me up and then I fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' around, oh pretty baby

And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh just the scent of you it makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better

[Chorus]

Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me it is me that you own
Pretty baby oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again... oh pretty baby

[Chorus]

Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me
Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me,
Pretty Baby
My Pretty Baby
My Pretty Baby
Don't you leave me

I'll be alright, and I'll sleep sound as long as you keep comming 'round

2004-10-01T05:31:24Z

so I went to 80s night last night. It was a lot of fun minus max being a total fuck head.

I really love my job. I work with the best people, and I get paid pretty well now :)

Bob burned me Vanessa Carlton. I forgot how much I loved this cd.

thats all for now.

letme_fall @ 2004-09-27T23:00:00

2004-09-28T03:05:18Z

so this weekend had its up and downs, but everything turned out ok.

Delivering pizza

we have awesome eyes

I have curly hair WOOO!!!

camera phones are fun

so my aunt just informed me today shes comming over tomorrow. I had no choice in the matter. AWESOME!

I closed again tonight with no problems other then my damn key getting stuck.

On october 8th I start getting my hair back to blond. depending on how my hair takes it I will either have light brown hair, or light brown hair with blond highlights. I have to keep adding highlights every 3 weeks until I get back ro my natural color. I cant wait.

letme_fall @ 2004-09-25T18:53:00

2004-09-25T22:54:25Z

I jsut wanted to add... robynn and kristina you dont have to post comments without logging in. its not like I dont know you two posted those.

letme_fall @ 2004-09-24T17:49:00

2004-09-24T21:49:23Z

How to make a letme_fall

Ingredients:

1 part pride

3 parts crazyiness

5 parts beauty

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

I FN DID IT!

2004-09-21T02:19:30Z

I closed tonight. 0 problems. I fucking rule.

I get to play spyro tonight. bobs the best.

letme_fall @ 2004-09-19T07:01:00

2004-09-19T11:04:40Z

I hate feeling alone
I hate that I cant sleep alone
I hate being awake at 7am
I hate that I'm the only one up
I hate feeling like this
I hate that I have no one to talk to about this stuff
I hate that I have such a hard time trusting people
I hate that I really dont have friends anymore
I hate that I hate 95% of my life.

pounce remembers me

2004-09-19T02:15:41Z

maybe you were right the first time.

mmhmm

2004-09-14T23:09:29Z

being in love is being able to lose yourself in that person, to be fearless with them, trusting them completely, and wanting nothing more then to see them smile.

its almost fall. THANK GOD

2004-09-14T22:56:17Z

so it looks like I may not go to hooters. Amy told me today that I'm going to be a closer.. WOOO!!! I'm really happy about that. MORE MONEY!

Bob came to visit me at work today :) It was really nice of him to do, it kept me entertained for a little while.

tonight hes comming over, as well as my brother, a few of his friends, and chris??? we're all gonna order pizza and watch the real world.

I'm in a wierd mood. what the crap.

what the hell just happened

2004-09-14T01:38:16Z

things to do

~get my soc card
~apply at hooters [HAHA]
~get my licence
~get together money for car/insurance

pumpkin vinagrette is awful

2004-09-10T00:01:16Z

I hate insecurities. I always get them. I alwayws over think things, and worry too much. I need to learn how to relax. bla.

I am a non smoker.

2004-09-08T22:45:30Z

the passed few weeks have been hands down the best in my life. I never thought I could be this happy. Who knew that what I needed was right infront of me the whole time. Things could not have worked out more perfectly.

you are my best friend, my boyfriend, and the best thing that has ever happened to me.

smoke free

2004-09-05T23:51:00Z

1 day, 4 hours, and 20 minutes.

one of the best nights I've ever had

2004-09-05T09:33:47Z

we went to the beach. it was amazing. I dont think there is anyway I could have been happier tonight. I cant even explain it. I dont ever want this to stop.

tonight was perfect.

ps... 14 hours 0 cigarettes GO ME!

color me beautiful

2004-09-04T17:22:04Z

so last night I went to dinner with jesse nick and my brother. After that we just hung out here minus jesse, she went home.

I ended up not going anywhere else last night. I didnt feel like being around a whole bunch of people I didnt know.

this shitty mood needs to shake itself right now. I dont want to feel like this anymore.

tonight me and bob are going to lbi. its gonna be fun.

I think I'm gonna clean my room.

I started cutting out ads from magazines that I like. I'm going to put them on poster board and hang them up all over my room. its better then painting.

a spoonful of honey mustard does not taste good

2004-09-03T05:58:39Z

I've been having too many of these days lately. Days where everything should be fine and yet its not. I just get unhappy. It starts slowly and progresses through the day. What the hell is wrong with me? Hopefully tomorrow everything will be ok again.

spunkerz

2004-09-02T01:49:59Z

I have another cat.

the orange one I gave to a girl at work was given back to me. We're gonna keep it.

I know have 2 of my own cats scooter and spunky.

bob and I went to the carnival. We were a little scared so we didnt stay long at all.