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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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Friday, November 19th, 2004
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work has been stressful lately, but I'm getting through it. I dont have to be back there until 3pm monday. Thats such a great feeling.
tonight shannons having a party, and I'm actually invited. I think jesse is gonna be here too. I called her, she had to call me back though.
tomorrow I may or may not be going to DE to get cigarettes, after that I'm going to bobs for a vacation from life. Hes gonna pick me up whenever he wakes up and gets ready, and I'm gonna stay there until I have to go to work on monday.
things with me and bob have been great. I cant remember the last time I was this happy. Times I thought I was happy dont compare to this.
I finally got some new clothes. WOOO
I have blonde highlights on tuesday. I should be back to my blonde soon. I also cut my hair short again. I really like it.
thats it for now.
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Sunday, November 14th, 2004
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on thursday bob was taking me out to dinner. we get there and jesse, chris and my brother were waiting. shannon showed up later. I was really suprised. It was awesome.
After that me jesse and bob all came back here and just hung out.
yesterday was crap at first. I had to work 8-5. I ended up leaving at 4. I couldnt take it anymore.
I tried to take a nap, but never got around to it. Bob came over and gave me friends season 3, the season finale, tony hawk 3, and told me I can keep his tony hawk 2. I'm never gonna stop playing playstation now! haha. After that we went to medport to meet up with nick. We went back to nicks to play some nightmare. Nicks annoying brother won. After that nick told me what my present was. He built me a computer! After that bob and I went back to his house.
we spent all of today getting the computer set up, and running around to get the router and whatnot. Hes the best for running me everywhere.
This was one of the best birthdays ever. I love you guys!
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Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:09 pm. |
| Mood: |  exhausted. | | Music: | vanessa carlton. |
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I hung out with matt sunday night. It was awesome to see him again. We need to start hanging out again.
me and bob have been spending a lot of time together recently. I'm happy about that.
my birthday is on friday. I'm not really that excited. Bobs taking me out to dinner on Thursday. THAT I'm excited about, but thats about it. Oh well, its just another day. I havent had a good bday in years, so not being miserable will be a huge imporvement.
I love this song.
"Who's To Say"
Stand up straight
Do your trick
Turn on the stars
Jupiter shines so bright
When you're around to tell us slow down,
We're too young you need to grow
The speed's the key
And they don't know who we are
And who's to say that we're not good enough?
And who's to say that this is not our love?
Mother don't tell me friends are the ones that I lose
'Cause they'd bleed before you
And sometimes family are the ones you'd choose
It's too late now
I hold on to this life I found
And who's to say we won't burn it out?
And who's to say we wont sink in doubt?
Who's to say that we wont fade today?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know
And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend but I just feel it when we're together
And if you don't believe me, you never really knew us
You never really knew
You and I, packin' up my room, we feel alright
But we're not well consumed
We'll be drivin', 'cause they don't know who we are
Who's to say we won't stay together?
Who's to say we aren't getting stronger?
Who's to say I can't live without you?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know
And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend, but I just feel it when we're together
Who is to say?
And who is to say?
And who are they anyway?
Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you're around
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Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
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+my job
+my awesome boyfriend
+henry
+halloween being this weekend
+vanessa carlton being this weekend
+old friends finding me on myspace
-working 51 hours
-being so damn tired
-my hair not being blond yet
-my room is a mess already
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Saturday, October 16th, 2004
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so I finally got my halloween costume. I really like it. Its a pink and black fairy costume. wooo!
looks like I might miss death cab again. I forgot to put money aside for it, and I need to get tickets to that and vanessa carlton. It really fucking sucks, but I only have enough for one, so I'm gonna have to miss death cab again. I give up, I'm never gonna see them.
I've been in a wierd mood lately. I knew october was gonna be hard. I just didnt think it was gonna be this hard.
scrabble time with bob.
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Saturday, October 9th, 2004
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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
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"Pretty Baby"
You light me up and then I fall for you
You lay me down and then I call for you
Stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you
Pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
Pretty baby why can't you see
You're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
For you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
As long as you keep comin' around, oh pretty baby
And I know things can't last forever
But there are lessons that you'll never learn
Oh just the scent of you it makes me hurt
So how's it you that makes me better
[Chorus]
Why can't you hold me and never let go
When you touch me it is me that you own
Pretty baby oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again... oh pretty baby
[Chorus]
Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me
Pretty baby, why can't you see
Pretty baby, don't you leave me,
Pretty Baby
My Pretty Baby
My Pretty Baby
Don't you leave me
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Friday, October 1st, 2004
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so I went to 80s night last night. It was a lot of fun minus max being a total fuck head.
I really love my job. I work with the best people, and I get paid pretty well now :)
Bob burned me Vanessa Carlton. I forgot how much I loved this cd.
thats all for now.
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Monday, September 27th, 2004
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| Time: | 11:00 pm. |
| Mood: | exhausted. | | Music: | NFG nothing gold can stay. |
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so this weekend had its up and downs, but everything turned out ok.
Delivering pizza
we have awesome eyes
I have curly hair WOOO!!!
camera phones are fun
so my aunt just informed me today shes comming over tomorrow. I had no choice in the matter. AWESOME!
I closed again tonight with no problems other then my damn key getting stuck.
On october 8th I start getting my hair back to blond. depending on how my hair takes it I will either have light brown hair, or light brown hair with blond highlights. I have to keep adding highlights every 3 weeks until I get back ro my natural color. I cant wait.
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Saturday, September 25th, 2004
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I jsut wanted to add... robynn and kristina you dont have to post comments without logging in. its not like I dont know you two posted those.
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Friday, September 24th, 2004
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| How to make a letme_fall |
Ingredients:
1 part pride
3 parts crazyiness
5 parts beauty |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
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Monday, September 20th, 2004
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I closed tonight. 0 problems. I fucking rule.
I get to play spyro tonight. bobs the best.
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:01 am. |
| Mood: |  restless. |
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I hate feeling alone
I hate that I cant sleep alone
I hate being awake at 7am
I hate that I'm the only one up
I hate feeling like this
I hate that I have no one to talk to about this stuff
I hate that I have such a hard time trusting people
I hate that I really dont have friends anymore
I hate that I hate 95% of my life.
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Saturday, September 18th, 2004
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maybe you were right the first time.
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Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
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being in love is being able to lose yourself in that person, to be fearless with them, trusting them completely, and wanting nothing more then to see them smile.
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so it looks like I may not go to hooters. Amy told me today that I'm going to be a closer.. WOOO!!! I'm really happy about that. MORE MONEY!
Bob came to visit me at work today :) It was really nice of him to do, it kept me entertained for a little while.
tonight hes comming over, as well as my brother, a few of his friends, and chris??? we're all gonna order pizza and watch the real world.
I'm in a wierd mood. what the crap.
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Monday, September 13th, 2004
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things to do
~get my soc card
~apply at hooters [HAHA]
~get my licence
~get together money for car/insurance
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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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I hate insecurities. I always get them. I alwayws over think things, and worry too much. I need to learn how to relax. bla.
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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
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the passed few weeks have been hands down the best in my life. I never thought I could be this happy. Who knew that what I needed was right infront of me the whole time. Things could not have worked out more perfectly.
you are my best friend, my boyfriend, and the best thing that has ever happened to me.
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